Friday, March 21, 2008
Heave.
If i was a bystander who didn't know any better, that girl might have come across almost utterly incorrigible, having broken (perhaps) every culture's standards of filial piety.
Well definitely NOT towards the loving half of her parents, of course.
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I can't help despising you. Nope. Not because you're probably fucking the widow above the sheets in her flat. I rather fancy you go on jacking off, you've waited far too long. Ten long gruelling years.
You're pathetic.
bites at
1:13:00 AM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Just last week - we'd crossed paths.
You say to look past my fingers.
Then a whisper comes along
sliding, crawling
dragging himself away from my Lifegiver
againsts all gravity and odds.
"I can, I really can!" screams It. "My biggest problem, on the contrary!"
Like the resilience of a rubber band
I can never seem to snap.
Maybe we got it all wrong.
Maybe the comfort's genuine.
bites at
7:39:00 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
time leaves me like cab fares. i know i don't have all the time in the world.
yet the girl gets overwhelmed by the masses of mess.
bondages on her skin.
little trucks of quicksand over this vastness quarry.
exhuming what little fluid found in the depths of her folds.
followed by sheer pressure.
catalyst for conversion.
now here you go.
zit.
i hope you're happy, sword.
bites at
1:12:00 AM
I MISS YOU I REALLY MISS YOU BEAT. I really do.
I hate myself for being so scared. And irresponsible. And.
I hate myself for running away.
And.
I didn't take you for granted.
I hope not.
bites at
12:52:00 AM
Monday, June 26, 2006
been hoppin around sec 3s' blogs just now. man, the angsty souls.
and seeing them blog this way's like a déja vu, it brings back the shit of the days when people think they don't know why there depressed.
bless the insecurities,
and all the best, suckers!
ha ha kid din!
anyway no ones coming in besides buddeh and partner; and even then i don't like to leave thoughts lying around nowadays.
sorry for being vulgar clarice. =P
i shall be venting sadism here.
so there.
bye bye to no one in particular.
bites at 10:43:00 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
things i'm afraid of.
ripped off partner who ripped off someone on friendster who must have ripped off someone else.
rip rip rip. naked bodies everywhere. thats besides the point, so there:
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects (that cannot be killed easily)
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[x] the ocean
[ ] pools
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[ ] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up (i'm afraid of growing old actually)
[ ] being murdered in my sleep
bites at 2:23:00 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
life is good.
yea,
quite good.
this is the updating-for-the-sake-of-updating
so-that-my-partner
won't-keep-thinking
that-i'm-dead
post.
i found my brastrap in
my wallet today.
and just as i was about
to keep it.
it bounced
into an
old granny's
face.
i feel sinful.
God
bless
her.
do
you
ever
feel
irritated
reading
downwards
.
i
sure
do
.
bye
ass
hole
!
t
h
i
s
-
k
e
e
p
s
-
g
e
t
t
i
n
g
-
w
o
r
s
t
.
bites at 7:12:00 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
this just hit me today.you can't have fun while trying to look nice at the same time. you want to have real fun, risk being unglam.
AAALLLRIGHT MAN!
that piece of thing's just really on my side. =P
cus i am always doing unglam things
or so they say.
so
TAKE BACK YOUR WORDS, SUCKERS!
ah ha ha ha!
alright you know i was joking yea,
you know who you are dears!
ah ha ha.
that piece of thing just made my day.
amongst other things, oh! like
being abnormally high with ber in the morning along pp. (like we were drunk)
and sitting with buddeh in kfc.
for 2 hours.
for christsake i actually feel so loved now! hah.
bites at 8:07:00 PM
